Sunday, March 26, 2006
The Dream
Yes, after years of zero dreams, just as I was talking to a friend, AZ the night before, I dreamt!
The dream was what I would categorize as a nightmare. Firstly it was not a pleasant one. Secondly, I surely did not enjoyed it and thirdly, I still remembered it!! What liao.
It begins with me going down to my car at my condo car park, only to discover that the 2 back tyres were stolen. Everything else was intact except this 2 tyres. What happened next was a CSI method of evidence searching where by I was looking for prints and security cameras for clues. Ok…this part of the CSI part was a bit vague.
The next thing I knew, I received an anonymous call on my mobile telling me to go to the hotel lobby. Hmm . . so down I went, with caution, and I noticed from far, a car parked at the open space in front of the condo lobby, a guy holding a camera and standing by the driver’s seat with the door open. He looks like he was trying to capture a picture of me and I immediately partially hide my face with my palm and started to run. As I run towards the lifts, I saw 2 more men coming out from the car and started to gave chase. The lift came and I immediately pressed my floor button.
With quick thinking, I think, I also pressed a couple of floors before and after mine to divert the pursuers. However I got off the lift one floor before mine and headed for the stairways. As I walked with caution along the open corridors towards my unit, a stalker was already in front of me. I turned to only discover another stalker behind me. Again they attempted to snap my picture.
This is where I started to do a few impressive Charlie’s Angels stunts! A quick flip and a side hand grip of the corridor bars, I managed to flip with ease to the floor corridor above me. Alas, the 3rd stalker was already on this floor and thus an exchange of fists and foot kicks pursued. A 2 palm block from his magnificent kick, follow by a front leg split on my side, I managed to pull a fast punch towards his stomach and made his fall back some 20 steps! By this time the other 2 stalkers has joined us and I had to do a squat twist and tripped them with my right leg. A one palm pushed on the floor and I was raised off the floor to do a stand up flip and chin kicked one of the stalker! Phew… !
Much kung fu flips and punches and off the ground flying with my effortless body weights later, thanks to my martial arts background, hey, is a dream after all, I managed to send them off fleeing and back to my condo unit saved.
That’s when I woke up. Not panting or sweating, but more like self questioning, why only 3 stalkers? I am sure, with my martial skills, handled more stalkers!!...hehe
Suddenly I recalled one thing very odd about the entire nightmare, I do not recognize the condo I was staying in! Hmmm….
Can you decipher my dreams for me?
Boys Night Out
Yes, for the 3rd Saturday in a row, as how Kim puts it, were spent partying at Liquid!
Let’s see, the first Saturday was a birthday party, 2nd was also a birthday party and dinner. Tonight was just a outing excuse … I needed to be out…because my initial nap at noon ends up with full blown sleep and only waking up around 10 pm!
Went with my ex JK, its fun to be with him, brings back fond memories. We do not have sex anymore, not that I don’t wish for it, but just being with him makes my hour or day. Now why did we break up in the first place? Oh yes, I complaint that he hardly have time for me, and he said he either has work, family or best friends (mind you, he has many) to meet or do, before me. What the F! Don’t I get any priority? Did I mentioned we broke up on 14th February? I figured, it’s our first ever valentine, we should be celebrating it day AND night, not day with me and night with his best friend!! We both took leave then. His reason was his best friend is in town and his boyfriend is not around to celebrate it with him. SO??!! His best friend knows me, surely he would want us to celebrate as a couple and not separated. What kind of best friend is this? Oh yes, I know his best friend too by the way. Enough said.
Since we are on the topic of ex …no? …but I want to talk about exs….hehe….ok…thanks…I will start from A to Z!!!...;-)
DC was my first ever. Met him on a bus. He was my first ever too, kiss, nipple, fuck, dick…yup…first ever. Back to the bus, it was the first 2 stops, and when I boarded the bus, he was already sitting all the way at the back of the bus. I remembered the first impression I had of him was .. WOW…tall HUNK!! And so I walked all the way to the end of the bus and sat next to him. No, I was not being desperate…ok…maybe a bit, but it’s the early 90s, mini buses rules then. So imagine a super compact and small bus, long leg boys like me HAS to sit at the back rows! So, I sat next to him, took a peek at him and realize that he was asleep. Thus, I just sat there. Suddenly, I felt a slight finger brushing on my bicep, I looked at him, nope, he is still asleep. I then felt it again … yup .. confirmed he touched me. But wait, he is pretending to be sleeping leh… so I did the same to him, pretend to sleep and crossed my arms, touching him. It went on and on, he touched me, I look, he asleep, I touched him, he looked, I am asleep…and vice versa. Phew…! tough work though, to be on a mini bus, touching his left bicep with my fingers, while my arms are crossed and I have to be in a sleeping MODE!!! Soon it was time for me to get off….the bus silly, NOT rocks!...;-)…. And there I stood, at the bus stand and him still at the back of the bus as it moves on. Suddenly, the bus came to a halt….and there he stood n pushed his way to get off the bus. Goody…he is approaching me! Approach he did, and I can still remember his first said sentences to me …
“Do you have a light?”
Hmmm .. ‘YES!!”
Fast forward, ground rules were laid and then follow by me getting LAID…haha. We were like little bunnies then, we meet on weekends, read Friday night thru Sunday noon, we would kiss immediately when the entrance door was closed, we undress as we nudge slowly but sure to my bedroom, with pieces of clothings being dropped on the floor, we kiss more, we blow each other, then mutual, then nipples, then penetration, the WORKS!! … and it just continued the entire time we were together, whenever the other is hard .. or semi hard … or needs attention … ;-). Now why did we broke up? Oh yes, I thought he was sleeping with me exclusively, turns out, he was sleeping with others too!! Words travel you see, and I do have PLU friends.
It hurts alright, him being my first ever boyfriend. In fact, it hurts so bad, that i could not bring myself to commit in another relationship until year 2000!, which happened by chance, but that’s another story to tell altogether. So what did I do during those years of non relationship? I did what most did…ONE NIGHT STAND!! Initially I could count the number of guys I slept with, in alphabetical and sequence order, however soon, I ve lost count. Besides, who counts anyway? He he. Nope….i did not pose that QUESTION to YOU!...hehe
Look at the time!!...OK…night……..!
Let’s see, the first Saturday was a birthday party, 2nd was also a birthday party and dinner. Tonight was just a outing excuse … I needed to be out…because my initial nap at noon ends up with full blown sleep and only waking up around 10 pm!
Went with my ex JK, its fun to be with him, brings back fond memories. We do not have sex anymore, not that I don’t wish for it, but just being with him makes my hour or day. Now why did we break up in the first place? Oh yes, I complaint that he hardly have time for me, and he said he either has work, family or best friends (mind you, he has many) to meet or do, before me. What the F! Don’t I get any priority? Did I mentioned we broke up on 14th February? I figured, it’s our first ever valentine, we should be celebrating it day AND night, not day with me and night with his best friend!! We both took leave then. His reason was his best friend is in town and his boyfriend is not around to celebrate it with him. SO??!! His best friend knows me, surely he would want us to celebrate as a couple and not separated. What kind of best friend is this? Oh yes, I know his best friend too by the way. Enough said.
Since we are on the topic of ex …no? …but I want to talk about exs….hehe….ok…thanks…I will start from A to Z!!!...;-)
DC was my first ever. Met him on a bus. He was my first ever too, kiss, nipple, fuck, dick…yup…first ever. Back to the bus, it was the first 2 stops, and when I boarded the bus, he was already sitting all the way at the back of the bus. I remembered the first impression I had of him was .. WOW…tall HUNK!! And so I walked all the way to the end of the bus and sat next to him. No, I was not being desperate…ok…maybe a bit, but it’s the early 90s, mini buses rules then. So imagine a super compact and small bus, long leg boys like me HAS to sit at the back rows! So, I sat next to him, took a peek at him and realize that he was asleep. Thus, I just sat there. Suddenly, I felt a slight finger brushing on my bicep, I looked at him, nope, he is still asleep. I then felt it again … yup .. confirmed he touched me. But wait, he is pretending to be sleeping leh… so I did the same to him, pretend to sleep and crossed my arms, touching him. It went on and on, he touched me, I look, he asleep, I touched him, he looked, I am asleep…and vice versa. Phew…! tough work though, to be on a mini bus, touching his left bicep with my fingers, while my arms are crossed and I have to be in a sleeping MODE!!! Soon it was time for me to get off….the bus silly, NOT rocks!...;-)…. And there I stood, at the bus stand and him still at the back of the bus as it moves on. Suddenly, the bus came to a halt….and there he stood n pushed his way to get off the bus. Goody…he is approaching me! Approach he did, and I can still remember his first said sentences to me …
“Do you have a light?”
Hmmm .. ‘YES!!”
Fast forward, ground rules were laid and then follow by me getting LAID…haha. We were like little bunnies then, we meet on weekends, read Friday night thru Sunday noon, we would kiss immediately when the entrance door was closed, we undress as we nudge slowly but sure to my bedroom, with pieces of clothings being dropped on the floor, we kiss more, we blow each other, then mutual, then nipples, then penetration, the WORKS!! … and it just continued the entire time we were together, whenever the other is hard .. or semi hard … or needs attention … ;-). Now why did we broke up? Oh yes, I thought he was sleeping with me exclusively, turns out, he was sleeping with others too!! Words travel you see, and I do have PLU friends.
It hurts alright, him being my first ever boyfriend. In fact, it hurts so bad, that i could not bring myself to commit in another relationship until year 2000!, which happened by chance, but that’s another story to tell altogether. So what did I do during those years of non relationship? I did what most did…ONE NIGHT STAND!! Initially I could count the number of guys I slept with, in alphabetical and sequence order, however soon, I ve lost count. Besides, who counts anyway? He he. Nope….i did not pose that QUESTION to YOU!...hehe
Look at the time!!...OK…night……..!
Saturday, March 25, 2006
It's Raining Men
No its not. Its more like a morning shower. A subordinate left us yesterday after being with the company for 7 years and she is off to become a employee with her husband running a car mechanics workshop . . . aww . . so sweet. Wished I have a bf who runs his own business and I am working for him. Well actually, it would be a good time to . . . you know . . work together, get to steal fun moments in his office, or when he is hard and needs a quickie….ahem…the possibilities are endless!!…hehehe. For the record, I ve been with this company for less than 2 years.
The weekend is here…YAHOO!! … and I have a small lunch gathering at the SS2 Chow Yang seafood noodle house!. Did I mentioned that I am a food lover? So…back to the seafood noodles, it was first introduced to me by my ex back in 2000. The place to be then was in Segambut. Back then, my ex (CK) kept saying about this delicious seafood noodle place, however we never did managed to go together. For the record, I visited the place myself with my ‘mom’ – BL, after I broke up with CK. Somehow it’s good that I did not go with him. Why? Because if I have, then imagine the trauma of being reminded of him whenever I go to this place!
Talk about traumas, do you find it difficult to go back to places which you have been to with your ex before? I mean, when you are attached to your man, the first thing you want to do is to take him to all your favorite places so that he gets to experience first hand of all the things you have done before … alone….and now…you have HIM to enjoy these things to do with. (Pray hard that he enjoys these places just as much as you did or do!!). Then one day, G forbid, the relationship ended and going back to these places which the 2 of you have been to before is just so PAINFUL!! I know because I ve been in that situation before, especially when the break up is still fresh, you just want to go to these places … sit at THAT particular table, and order THAT particular food or drink, and just pretend that he is sitting on THAT chair, you stare into empty space, you make believe and THEN….tears flow….sigh
Bottom line … NEVER take your current squeeze to ALL of your favorite places to hang out, reserve at least ONE which you can go to when …. err ….. you are single and able to go there minus any memories.
Then again, maybe its just me …….. ouch!!
The weekend is here…YAHOO!! … and I have a small lunch gathering at the SS2 Chow Yang seafood noodle house!. Did I mentioned that I am a food lover? So…back to the seafood noodles, it was first introduced to me by my ex back in 2000. The place to be then was in Segambut. Back then, my ex (CK) kept saying about this delicious seafood noodle place, however we never did managed to go together. For the record, I visited the place myself with my ‘mom’ – BL, after I broke up with CK. Somehow it’s good that I did not go with him. Why? Because if I have, then imagine the trauma of being reminded of him whenever I go to this place!
Talk about traumas, do you find it difficult to go back to places which you have been to with your ex before? I mean, when you are attached to your man, the first thing you want to do is to take him to all your favorite places so that he gets to experience first hand of all the things you have done before … alone….and now…you have HIM to enjoy these things to do with. (Pray hard that he enjoys these places just as much as you did or do!!). Then one day, G forbid, the relationship ended and going back to these places which the 2 of you have been to before is just so PAINFUL!! I know because I ve been in that situation before, especially when the break up is still fresh, you just want to go to these places … sit at THAT particular table, and order THAT particular food or drink, and just pretend that he is sitting on THAT chair, you stare into empty space, you make believe and THEN….tears flow….sigh
Bottom line … NEVER take your current squeeze to ALL of your favorite places to hang out, reserve at least ONE which you can go to when …. err ….. you are single and able to go there minus any memories.
Then again, maybe its just me …….. ouch!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Yesterday Once More
Ahh....the things about yesterday once more... but before i begin, allow me to start this blog by saying...its a lonely world that i am in right now. Being 34 and single..not by choice, being attached has always been a dream for me...alas...try as i might, he just wont appear! ... sometimes i wonder....should i just sit back, and let him look for me instead? hmm...
That said...this is what ive written on a ad site some time back... can u relate to it?
"Been around the block, in and out of relationships...yet....just when we thought that we are meant to be together...things pop up....one thing leads to the other...a seperation -period-Would like to be in a relationship again...am so into the staying together concept when in a relationship...why?..cos i like it when its 'him' to be the last thing i see before i sleep...and 'him' to be the first thing i see when i wake up.In addition...imagine all the sex we are gonna have...all the time...day or night...even at ..ahem...public and discreet places...;-)"
and this ...when i was asked what do i find most important in a relationship ...
"Definately a non open relationship...no offense but a relationship to me means...you for me and me for you...not you and me and the occassional someone else!!"
Oh yes it has attracted quite a few hearts, but alas, that was just it...a heart attraction. Meet up? yes...but ended only with just hot sex and adios!...but i dont want this...not the hot sex part, i want it alright, but cant i have a relationship with added hot sex?
Meanwhile back to m main topic .. Yesterday Once More ... somehow i felt trapped in a 'yesterday' most of the time... with music that is. I am so into old songs, songs of my era!!...yeah...from Hong Kong Jenny, Anita, Leslie, Alan and Roman ... to Bee Gees, Carpenters and any oldies one can ever imagine. Sigh. Like recently, i found a old cassette.... compiled some 15 years ago and it still works like brand new...god bless TDK cassettes. I ve been blasting those songs whenever i am driving...YES...my car still uses cassette!...songs like...Flash Dance What a Feeling and all the other canto songs like...Chan Cheng by Roman, For Foong Wong and Choong Kek by Jenny, Cheen Wong Chee Wong by Lisa and so forth. Yes...i grew up watching TVB drama series! I have nothing against the current or newer songs, but DAMN!!...most of the singers nowadays seems to have diction problems ... one cant even listen to WTF they are singing unless one is looking at the song lyrics!!
Oops....almost time for Extreme Makeover Season 3 on 8tv..YES...i am a reality show fan...popular ones like...survivor, amazing race, next top models, project runway and cat walk, biggest losers, iron chefs, queer eye, man hunt...(awww)....loved them all!!
Oh yes, being the first ever blog...i need to tell u that i am...ahem...not straight!
Till then....
That said...this is what ive written on a ad site some time back... can u relate to it?
"Been around the block, in and out of relationships...yet....just when we thought that we are meant to be together...things pop up....one thing leads to the other...a seperation -period-Would like to be in a relationship again...am so into the staying together concept when in a relationship...why?..cos i like it when its 'him' to be the last thing i see before i sleep...and 'him' to be the first thing i see when i wake up.In addition...imagine all the sex we are gonna have...all the time...day or night...even at ..ahem...public and discreet places...;-)"
and this ...when i was asked what do i find most important in a relationship ...
"Definately a non open relationship...no offense but a relationship to me means...you for me and me for you...not you and me and the occassional someone else!!"
Oh yes it has attracted quite a few hearts, but alas, that was just it...a heart attraction. Meet up? yes...but ended only with just hot sex and adios!...but i dont want this...not the hot sex part, i want it alright, but cant i have a relationship with added hot sex?
Meanwhile back to m main topic .. Yesterday Once More ... somehow i felt trapped in a 'yesterday' most of the time... with music that is. I am so into old songs, songs of my era!!...yeah...from Hong Kong Jenny, Anita, Leslie, Alan and Roman ... to Bee Gees, Carpenters and any oldies one can ever imagine. Sigh. Like recently, i found a old cassette.... compiled some 15 years ago and it still works like brand new...god bless TDK cassettes. I ve been blasting those songs whenever i am driving...YES...my car still uses cassette!...songs like...Flash Dance What a Feeling and all the other canto songs like...Chan Cheng by Roman, For Foong Wong and Choong Kek by Jenny, Cheen Wong Chee Wong by Lisa and so forth. Yes...i grew up watching TVB drama series! I have nothing against the current or newer songs, but DAMN!!...most of the singers nowadays seems to have diction problems ... one cant even listen to WTF they are singing unless one is looking at the song lyrics!!
Oops....almost time for Extreme Makeover Season 3 on 8tv..YES...i am a reality show fan...popular ones like...survivor, amazing race, next top models, project runway and cat walk, biggest losers, iron chefs, queer eye, man hunt...(awww)....loved them all!!
Oh yes, being the first ever blog...i need to tell u that i am...ahem...not straight!
Till then....
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