Saturday, June 10, 2006

One More Week To Go

It has been a week since I faced the world minus contacts BUT with spectacles. Sigh. Now I remembered why I was reluctant to wear my specs. For starters, its heavy, think THICK lenses. The 2 plastic thingie that is positioned on your nose to support the frame hurts. The vision is limited. By this I meant, when I am in my contacts, if something catches my attention, all I have to do is move my eye balls minus moving my entire head! But with specs, one has to move his head in order for his eyes to be properly covered by the specs frame to see clearly. Sounds like a mouthful eh? Well, if you are a specs wearer, you will understand. And for perfect vision guys out there . . . wait for me!! I will be joining you soon. He he

Mom has been calling non stop, asking if I have anyone to send me to and from the lasik centre ( AS will be picking me up for both days, thank you so much, love you, but have yet to find anyone else to send me there. How about Kim you asked? Well, we are not on talking terms for almost 3 weeks now, don’t ask me why, I just can’t believe he is not talking to me anymore!! That said, mom ordered dad to send me there!!), if I need any cash (YES please!!), if I have gotten myself a huge pair of sun glasses to protect my eyes after the surgery (YES. I do not own a pair of sun glasses. Why? I paid good money for contacts! Am not going to wear contacts and then a pair of sunglasses!! No way!) Not to drink citrus juices after surgery because it delays the healing process (REALLY??). To not self cook any food because the oil or heat will fly onto my eyes. To not go out and get the wind blown into my eyes (HUH?). To rest my eyes constantly. To ask for medical leave (YES!!! I intend to beg for an entire WEEK’s worth!!).

Meanwhile I have a riddle for you all, or a guessing game as how BL calls it. Its called … WHAT AM I ?

I wear a uniform
I get to meet a lot of people
The Asian (if I remembered it correctly) games is coming and I am sort of related to it
It is a national pride
TROLLEY!!

No, am not gonna tell you what ‘he’ is yet. ;-)

That said, have you ever got to know a person out of sheer coincidence, it started off with just a normal chat, then progress to MSN chat, than a nightly chat affair, then telephone contacts exchange, then more about oneself, a little bit about one’s life or a day in one’s life, a little bit of needs and wants, and life so far, what one has learned, held, valued, cherished, wishes and wished for, choices and so forth? Deep down you know it is just chats, for now, but BOY!, you just wish it could be much more, that you secretly wants more, yet held back, why?, because you are only human, you do not wish to be hurt even before it starts, you are shy, you are not that thick a skin as how you think, you are smiling profusely to yourself just thinking about HIM, you wish HE felt the same, yet HE says you and HIM does not have much in common, GOD!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO … you swallow your pride and beg to differ, because opposite attracts, you think of HIM constantly, those unofficial copying and pasting of HIS pictures you obtained from a certain site, you look at HIS pictures whenever you can at home and with your laptop on hand, SUDDENLY HE logs in, you say ‘HI” in a most coyly manner, he asked you what are you doing at home and you go stabbing yourself on the heart and wanted to scream out … ‘BECAUSE I AM WAITING TO SEE YOU ONLINE BUT AM NOT ABOUT TO SHOUT THAT OUT TO YOU, silly!!’

Well …. I think he is just damn CUTE!! … you know what they say, beauty is to the eye of the beholder, even the ugliest becomes the most handsomest when one is in AHEM!!

Ouch! Does that sentence turns out like HE is ugly? Oops!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i m so impressed by your words....its so refreshing! keep it up and the dream will come true! hahahahahaha